mid-teens and a guy I know sends me a recording of himself reading a poem to me for valentine’s day.
I was flattered and yet totally did not think he liked me, I thought he was just being nice to a friend on v-day because that’s what I do.
I still have the “you’re fucking kidding me right? :D” in my head even at the notion. That’s an awkward smile btw. There are no genuine smiles here.
ALL ABOARD THE AWKWARD TRAIN TO LONER TOWN.